stop.reverse

sometimes we want something really2 bad like money or just pure happiness that we try to hard to find where we can got all these that we want.

but, we always forget that there's the only ONE who can help us that is Allah.all we have to do is ask from Him.pray to him.read the Quran more.do the sunat(s) more.and somehow the things that we want He would grant it.Insyaallah.

but we are humans and we sometimes forget that's just us.but stop.reverse and think for a while and we'll find the answer.Insyaallah.

back to work

been in palam for almost a week now..not a hectic week YET though i believe in a few weeks time it will be.

had a few classes.had a few time out time with fia=).chattin till the wee hours is our fav and been doing some light reading.other than that, kinda excited to attend melissa's wedding with z,fia and ecah.bought the pressie dee but havent wrapped it yet..

we got a new house facing the tempat arkng motor..i mean..im thankful that i have a house to live in BUT,what a b.o.o.ring view that i wake up to each morning..aduiii...our old houuse faces the basketball court.other than being able to see cute guys (hopefullyz doest read this,ngehehehe) we get the misty surrounding each morning and nite and being at level 8 give s us extra advantage coz we can shout our heart out without our classmates noticing.hehehe..

but, theres nothing that we can do and for everything that Allah gives us there must be a reason.

gtg and do some more light reading.tc peeps.will pen down something else next time i pass by here!

sabotage

i think someone is trying to sabotage my facebook account..hehehe..the "account unavailable" thing-ing happened again!!!heesh!!

new year picnic

when was the last time i went to p.d..i cant remember.but today on the first day of 2010 i tag along with my sister,her hubby and their 1 yea old plus son.

it was funny. we drove all the way to p.d so that farhan (that's the little boy) can play on the beach. i mean build sandcastles and play in the water. he loves water. he cant get enuff of it. when he bathes in the house he would scream when we take him out of the toilet.so we assumed that hes gonna love the beach.

but as soon as we put him on the sand, he started screaming. he doesnt want to even stand on the sand (he used to be afraid even to stand on the grass in our lawn).then i had to hold him and sit with him on the sand by the beach.when i said "farhan, lets go and play in the water"..and he said "no,no,no"...(been trying to teach him to say yes but the negativity prevails it seems)..

so then we went back and sit under a tree and he sat on me while playing with the spade and his tractor.so, earlier my sis took out his pampers so that water will not soak in it.here comes the bad news:when he was sitting on me,i felt something warm on my feet.like a flow of warm liquid and when i looked down...."farhan!!!you shushu on cik min!!!"aduii...and that happen again a few minutes after that..and ol my sis and bro-in-law did was laugh!!!urgghhh!!!

hehe..so,at around 11 we decided that there is no point to persuade him to and play on the beach anymore and we know he loves the pool.but before we went there, farhan's abah told my sis to wear him the pampers.we would not take any risks of having faeces pulak in the pool.hehehe..

and boy he was happy in the pool.we can even leave him ol day there and i dont think he would cry.ngeh3...at around 12.30, we felt tht he was getting tired and we took him put from the pool (with some refusion from him that is) and headed back home.what a day to start 2010.i mean..urine on mean..now that ive writtten this down it reminds me.. i need to wash that pants!hehe.

its new years eve!!!

okay, the exclamation marks on the title does not really mean that im super duper excited for the new year.its almost another hour to 2010 and time to bid farewell to 2009.

2009 has been an up and down ride.yupe.dats life.u can never be on top alllll the time.uve got to feel the pain sometimes to learn the real meaning of life. 2009 started well for me.i was in semester 6 in the early of 2009. started learning to type thesis, first experience at the hospital and met up again with fellow primary skoolmates.bittersweet memories there. owh not to forget the industrial attachment *yawns*..i dont see myself working in any pharm companies any time in next 10 years though it brings in big bucks!

i also found out who my true frens are.the type of frens who would panic at even the slightest change of ur tone on the phone. the kind of frens who would be there for me without me asking to.those frens who do not judge me, those who would stay up with me all night for any matters at hand and are always frank to me.(i hate ppl who are hypocrites.if u hate me,stop being a coward and say it to my face).and to those frens that im willing to sacrifice my time and energy for them too.and those are frens that i do not have to please all the time.we give and take.

in the middle of 2009, we moved to puncak alam and oh my wat a different place it was from shah alam.firstly, shah alam even without cinemas, its still a happening place but in puncak alam a.ka. palam it is surrounded with trees.i mean literally!i cant remember the last time i saw a mist in salam but in palam u can see everyday..!to adjust to the new environment didnt take long.we fit into the surrounding quite well.the survival skills in us found its way and even though we no longer hang out in hakim or mcdonalds, we somehow re-bonded among ourselves with games of UNO and basketball or scrabbles.yes, we would go down to the court at nigth and play UNO.that was bliss.yeah..till the hosp attachment starts that is..

2009 is ending rather smoothly on my side.2010 holds so many more new stories.so many new fields,opportuniteis that i cant wait to explore.its like a new horizon out there waiting for us to venture in.there are things about me that i would like to repair,polish and accomplish in 2010.

if God's willing (insyaAllah) il accomplish 'em and to all my friends i hope u enjoy the last bits of the holidays and have a blessed year ahead.happy new year!!!

oh yeah..next sem is our final sem(cant believe it.seems like yesterday i was a freshman).I.Allah and i really hope that all goes well next sem and we would all be able to attend the convocation together.

rollercoaster

cant sleep and its almost one..no its actually 10 mins past one..this whole month its been a rollercoaster ride for me.frankly, i dont bother much about holidays.holidays bring out the least good part of me.

tihs rollercoaster ride is killing me.

will try to get some sleep now.few repeats of ayat kursi might help ease the stress.i.Allah

global warming

yes...you are allowed to yawn to this topic that im writing but do not dare cry when u see the condition of mother earth in say..at least 5 years time.

its not common to see an iceberg floating near the shores but that was what some people in Australia saw.

so, i made me think of something. you know, the paint that has the ability to reflect sunlight so that your house will stay cool or watsoever?you know when we do that, arent we increasing the risk of greenhouse effect?

you know like when we build skyscrappers and high buildings made of glass and it reflects the sun light and the heat gets trap in between the buildings and causes the temperature to rise and the ultimatum is it leads to global warming..?

come to think of it, that paint may have the same effect...

i dunno.. not a paint expert. just applying some knowledge.pls correct me if im wrong.