miss busywoman.

berhabuk teramat sgt this blog..very tak terurus..forgive ur royal highness of no country for being such a busywoman. all the free time that i have is either being used to do assiggnments, presentations, night calls or preparing for our wedding.YES~~u read it right..the prince and princess of nowhere land are getting hitched.ive even added a wedding ticker and yes..2 months 4 days to go..

some asked..."weyh..ko senyap2 je ek..tetibe nk kawin.." OR "weyh min!!bila ko tunang!!!"

the answer is no..we decided that we would not get engage.my dad even asked me if i wanted to have an engagement ceremony.i told him.."min nak selesaikan yang wajib saja.."...and so i decided to tak bertunang for the reasons below:

A)its an adat and it isnt a MUST to engage for me to get married.
B) tunang is actually an agreement between two persons.if the couple has agreed to get married, that is also considered as tunang.the ceremony that we Malaysians have are just part of the culture. a mean to announce that their child has been booked.dont believe what i just said??then watch this:you tube ustaz azhar idrus on tunang.
C)i would rather save the few thousands that is spent on the engagement ceremony for the wedding or post wedding needs. (ie, our house, our utility bills, our needs and wants..heee)

and both parents agreed that it is not necessary so we started with all the preparations around 4 months back.

and i did not announce it earlier because i felt that it is too early.lots of things could and might happen. and i am too busy to think bout bloogging.so since we have received our wedding cards today, i felt that it is a suitable time to blog about it.=)

most of the stuff are done.

• cards: done
• dresses: sent to tailor
• doorgifts:done
• hantaran: booked
• venue: booked
• VIP's door gifts: done
• henna: my aunty bought it from Mecca. (love u aunty!!)
• HIV test: done
• borang nikah: done
  

some of the things that are still pending are:

• shoes
• veil
• flower bouquet
  
• hand bouquet

and some post wedding stuffs...but so far our weekend are filled with preparation stuff.hence the lack of time to blog.mr dimple even commented.."what happened to ur blog..dulu bukan main..tak sempat nk baca dh update yang lain..now??"..huhu pls forgive me,yours truly the busywoman.

i hope and pray that all the preparation will run smoothly and InsyaAllah ill update with the latest preparations as much as i can.

pray for me yeah..=)

and psst: ur prince and princess of nowhere land are getting hitched on the same day as Prince William and Kate Middleton.woot2!

3 and a half week.

pejam celik,pejam celik its almost a month that ive start working..will start working in IPD in a week's time.was attched to methadone clinic today.60 patient with 60 different attitudes.1 patient who is just a step away to being another success in the program.he's trying his best to control the urge himself.another sighs because its been 3 years and he is still in the program but yearns so much to be successful too.another looked uncoordinated to not even bother if he fails or gets to the finishing line.the worst part is 90% of the patient are malay male.

with them i was taught to be friendly but strict.unlike the patients in OPD where u can be friendly and helpful..here they are able to make a fool out of you if you are not careful.tersilap langkah mmg padah la jawabnya..tersilap cakap they will mengamok..patience2...

on another note,all the PPF are on holiday so the PRP are left on their own.tired is an understatement.but its all worth it when the patient look happy and could still make jokes with you.its all worth it when the patient enquires about the drug and u try ur best to help them and counsel them.well,its also worth it when i receive the paycheck too but that's a long way from here for now.

will have to head to the hospital this sunday.nope, not for extended hours or weekend oncall but to help the staff to cook for jamuan raya which is on monday.we are also assigned to decorate our department's booth.creativity please come to me in my dreams tonite..

till then,have a happy and blessed syawal peeps!!

one and half week.

reported for duty on the 25th of august.tot of asking for a day off so that i could settle off with house hunting but my wish was not granted.so,after lunch i started work in hosp tuanku ampuan najihah (htan), kuala pilah.the first half day was aint bad because we had a counselling session where the seniors taought us how to counsel on novopen and MDI.

work was fine but the house hunting was bad. the first house that i shared with my housemate, a lab technician from the same hospital was so creepy that it lokked like a ghost house from the outside.no,im not kidding you.so, my parents went for house hunting while i went to work.they found me a flat with 3 rooms which only cost me rm320.kinda cheap considering a smaler house in shah alam would cost us rm600.

im attached in opd until the end of the month.first task was labelling.manually.then it was filling.luckily the opd wasnt so big and it took us a day or two to get used to where the meds are.so this week was changed to screening and dispensing.

all these tasks seems hard at first.mistakes made are abundance.being tegur here and there.but the seniors and frp are always there to guide you.my opd boss would always say "its better to ask a hundred times when u are uncertain about something rather than making mistakes and jeopardizing the patient's life"...the first time i started dispensing the senior prp was there to guide me in case there are points that i forgot to state.after a few times u get used to it and u r on ur own.htan is a secondary hospital so the peak hours are around 9 till noon.in the evening is when we are taught to do different tasks or there are presentations by the senior prps..

owh yes and got to handle DD too..nervousness when recording in the log book.more nervous when 500 tablets of lorazepam went mysteriously missing.had to stay back till 5.40 just to figure out where did the tablets got to..found out that someone did some mistakes during the check and found recording in the log book.at the end of the day, we found the 500 missing tablets.hehehe.fuhh!

all in all, the first and half week was very tiring but i definitely gained a lot from it.to those who will be starting soon, practise standing for at least 2 hours without sitting and maybe u would be less tired than i am.hehe.

gardener needed

just finished helping my dad maw the law. ive only helped him maw the lawn twice during this 2 months break but those two times is enuff to let me know that mowing the lawn is not an easy thing to do.

i helped him today is because ill be leaving to negeri sembilan soon and with his knee giving him problems i tot i would spare him the effort to give the lawn a trim for the next 3 weeks or so..

but, the fact is i think what he really need now is a gardener.just to maw the lawn.he is able to water the plants..owh and maybe help my dad trim the plants every month.

we used to have a gardener when the house was rented a few years back but when we moved in my parents did all the gardening.(yes, they have green hands)..but now that they are getting aches all over i think its best to get the help again isnt it..?


misteri-mencari-gardener is on!!

till then..take care all!

its time

mr dimples has kindly helped me collect my KKm letter in putrajaya.

when i told my mum that the earliest we can 'turn ourselves in' a.k.a lapor diri is next week,my mum looked disturbed.

i have this strong feeling that she's not yet ready to let me go off.

to let me go into someone else's territory and start a new chapter of my life.

ill be sad too but sooner or later ill have to leave this place called home.

which is worst?to let ur youngest daughter go off and work and earn her own living OR having a child in the house without a job and expects to be spoonfed always.

in my opinion, the latter is more worrying...

mum,ill come back to visit as much as i can.so,its time ma...=(

till then,selamat berbuka.

alhamdulillah.

alhamdulillah that ive live long enuff to meet Ramadhan again.

alhamdulillah im healthy to perform my prayers.

alhamdulillah im training myself not to miss the terawih.

alhamdulillah our family is blessed with enuff food for berbuka and sahur.

alhamdulillah my parents are still around for me to spend this Ramadhan with them.

and alhamdulillah ill soon start my own career and earn my own money and may i start my own life with HIS guidance.amin.


p/s:read my fren's blog saying that "ramadhan is similar with all the other months except for the fact that eating and drinking are not allowed during the day"...well my fren,during this month that if u work hard enuff there is a world of benefits waiting for u..and if u miss this,you'll have to pray hard that u live long enuff to meet the next Ramadhan...

till then.take care!and enjoy the benefits of this Ramadhan.

different in our own...

ive just finished reading my fren's blog.the whole thing and mind you the 1st entry was waaayyy back in 2007.so yeah 3 years of entries and it took me almost 6 hours to finish it all.

the truth is, i dont do it to all the blogs that i follow.nope.even though the jobless-free-me has nothing to do but not all blogs capture my attention.

i tend to be attracted to blogs that share the bits and bouts of their life. to read what they go through, the puddles of mud that they had to endure, the silly things that they do, those are the entries that make me feel that im as normal as u and u and u next to u..

for example:

kak mel telling that she accidentally woke up late and felt so bad coz tak sempat to make breakfast for her husband.well, i may not have a husband now but when i do start a family at least amidst of all the guilt in me, at the back of my head,ill remember that these things happen and all ive gotta do is try harder.

my friend telling that when she went for driving lessons and she thought people were staring at her because they felt she was pretty but it turns out that she has a japanese flag on the back of her jeans (girls, u would know what i mean)...reminder that when that happens quickly go to the toilet and check if there's anything wrong on you..

well, there are those who blog to earn maney and join the various competitions available in the blogging world..no, im not against any of u who are doing that.u are earning more money that i do-yes, u may clap for urself now.but, i would usually skip entries with the title of "blogger of the year award goes to.."...if u know what i mean..its a democratic country and u may do what u want and i shall not stop you.im happy, u r happy.

but, what makes me happier is when i read blogs that have out-of-ordinary vocabs in their entries.vocabs that u would need to google up the word to know how to pronounce it.let me give u a list of examples.and i f u know the meaning and pronounciation and the synonyms to all of the words,you have earned a virtual standing ovation from me.mind you, without google-ing the answers of course.farah D,if u r reading this i know u know all the answers by heart.so, u cant participate. so here it goes:

1.apathy
2.predilection
3.poignant
4.profanity
5.afficionado
6.enceinte
7.avoirdupois
8.querulous
9.amalgam
10.effete

and yes they are all english words and i build the list from my friend's blog.there's even more but i was too lazy to type into my phone while reading it.she even made a-word-a-day thing-ing in her entries.so, now i dont have to go to the book store to get a new book to brushen up my vocab,i can do it online.woot2!!ill keep this post and test my childern someday (when i have one that is)..haha!very ambitious and pandang ke hadapan.

if u r wondering, i made that list because i dont know the words.if i knew, that would defeat the purpose, wouldnt it?

till then.xoxo.